air

i need air. i can´t breath. it´s been too much of everything lately. one can only handle a certain amount of things. it´s the domino effect, if one brick falls...the rest will follow. be sure of that.

it´s pink my break time

i need a break. from myself i believe. haven´t written in a very long time, due to many things.

this san diego experience turned out to be something else, something else from what was planned. or so i thought it was.

now im just very confused. living life in SD though, before I wasn´t really.

tomorrow is Monday and I will start a healthier life, i´ve been drinking too much lately which my body doesnt like. i´ve gained weight and I just feel bad about myself.

gotta get healthy now. for my own sake. no one else. i gotta live for me.

like a balloon

haven´t written lately. cause life got in the way.

I´ve been working a lot, then been going to school, not really had the time to do anything but those things.

I feel like a balloon. but without any air. don´t know what to think anymore, what to believe. I don´t have anymore strength to try, really. something has happened. i just wish i could put my finger on it. right now i have the worst of feelings - indifference.

will it change? well, you tell me.....