it´s hard

it´s hard to be strong. Im trying. I´ll make it. but it´s hard. 

I wanna be happy, enjoy my time here. but how can I when my best friend  is on the other side of the ocean? 

and when i talk to him I wanna be happy....but I miss him so much that I cry. 

today he sent me this one...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jBEYyHGbwto