I was out for dinner, and almost fell asleep, not because of the company, but because I was sooo tired. then I got home, and sit down, do the normal facebooking/skyping (I know Im sorry, Im an addict) and then when everybody goes to bed, then my brain decides to wake up. it's just great! but I kinda like it. nobody around, im at home listening to my own music, as loud as I want (yes, Im wearing the headphones;)
and Im sitting here with my own thoughts.
this past year has been nothing what I thought it would be. the total opposite actually. well, not really, but kind of. it's been hard. difficult, and I've been angry, sad, upset, well I went through the whole spectrum of feelings
it's not easy. at all. it's like my life went from white to black. or the other way around.
then slowly, slowly I adapted. got used to my "new" life, my new friends, my new surroundings. but it has always been something that wasn't right.
it was probably me.
All I feel now, is that I'm really tired. not tired as in sleepy, but tired as in emotionally tired.
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