venerdì 18 dicembre 2009

sleeping

im still in bed. it's 4pm. i don't know if it is the fact that Im still on California time, or that I wake up during the nights still, or that im scared of my future.
talking about the future. have my dad on the phone, he put me on hold, twice. and when he talks he explains everything, in the tiniest detail. it gets really annoying, but he is my father so I have to listen, or at least pretend I do. sometimes I put him on speaker and do other things, like now. hahahaha. today he had to tell me that he had to go to a christmas luncheon. it took him 15 minutes to get to that, because before that he had to tell me about his employees and their traditions, where they're originally from, and that this summer they couldn't have the annual summer luncheon in this guy's new house, that my mom had helped them buy, but on that day their little daughter had ear infection, as my dad could recall, and therefore they were now having the christmas luncheon in their house today, but then my dad had to leave cause he had to work. wow. he's funny. btw i left out some other small stories he added in there, thought it was enough for you to read already.

my dad gave me the explanation to way im tired though, im exhausted. he's probably right. it's been hectic lately + all the emotions of leaving everything and coming back to rome. and when I packed the bags all the emotions came back too, well it's been a rollercoaster of emotions the past 9 months. and the ride is not over yet. right now I feel like Im at the top, ready to go down. scaaaary.

in other words: confusion big time!


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