life...

...is a collection of experiences. that's what a smallworld's newsletter read. so that means that my life has a great collection. or i don't know. my co-worker talked about me yesterday to my friend. he said,

"if anna didn't exsist it would be impossible to replace her, she is amazing."

hrm...well thank you!

however it's impossibile for me to think right now...all i wanna do is let go of all thoughts and just float along. but how can i do that? Im the boss over my collection, i'm the one deciding over the subjects in that collection. but it's hard. right now it's really hard. I know changes are good, it will help me develop. but the process in between, is hell. HELL people! even when i sleep i dream about taking decisions, life-changing decisions.

I wish i just had to decide whether to keep my barbie collection or not, it would've been soooo much easier.