remeber always...

to have a plan B people!!!! I'm telling you! I might be in some trouble now cause I haven't thought of a plan B, and it looks like I might be needing one. I got my plan A today, the visa for the States, but OMG after september 11th they've made it into a thesis to actually get the real documents in your passport. I need to sit down and think this weekend. I really do.
This is serious decision that will most likely change my life. forever.

the older you get the harder decisions you have to make. oh god I wish I was a
child again.

something Im sure of though. My life needs to change. if not today, on Monday. Mondays are always good for changes. Don't we always say, "on Monday I will change." ?
On Monday bloody monday. Why is that, why don't we just say I will change now? Maybe because deep inside of us we know...that we won't change after all, and if we put it ahead in time, it will be easier to neglect the fact that we didn't. well...I don't know. I just know I need a plan B.