that you can't always control. like now. Im staying in Sweden, longer than I thought. I got a phone call from my mommie on Friday. Grandpa was in the hospital. I was about to pay for lunch when she called, didn't understand anything after that, the world was spinning, I sat down and my friend was like, anna are you ok? you are all white. I told him, and he wanted to take me to the hospital but I didn't want to understand it so I continued our lunch. then my mother called again and told me we had to go to the hospital. it was really hard to see him there, but he was actually doing better. but as we were sitting there he got worse and they took him away for an immediate surgery. thank god that now he is doing much better and might even be able to go home tomorrow. only god knows for how long. my dear granny!
i've been thinking a lot while being in Sweden, and I've been talking to my man and we have decided that maybe it's better for me to stay here for a while, to find a job and make some money. I already have a couple of interviews lined up, so let's hope this time it will work out. the only problem is that I would have to live with my parents again... and I have a hard time seeing that happening... or at my brother's and sister in law's downtown, but they have a baby, I love him a lot, but waking up during the night...hm... don't know if im ready yet.
we'll see.....
I do miss rome though, after all it's my home. I have my life there. well...i have my life here in Sweden too, but my home is where my heart is. and right now, it is in rome.
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