getting scary

my life is getting scary now. i got my paycheck the other day. always good. nice to have my own money, but with it comes real life. real bills to pay, real job to go to, everyday. you gotta do everyday things that everybody does more or less. it's just that I haven't been living a *normal* life in a long time. Im really scared of everyday life. habits. Im scared im gonna get bored. stuck. but then again... why would I? i need stability. can't live like a gypsy no more.