i've changed

and Im still changing...
a lot of things have happened lately. maybe too many. I've never been more confused than I am right now. Im currently in Sweden, trying to get "swedenalized", it's not as easy as one might think. I haven't lived here for so long. I look swedish, I speak swedish (somewhat hehe) and some parts of me are swedish, others are not. Im very italian.
it's quite confusing when people expect you to act in one way, and you act in another.
they look at you like "who does she think she is?" all I can say is: please, bare with me, be patient. i'm trying, and let me tell you, it's not easy. sometimes it gets sooo frustrating that I just wanna scream, run away and hide and cry. i'm having a culture shock in my own country.