a crush?? a fling? a what??

I just received a message from a friend of  me and my man. 

not really something that you should write to your friend´s girlfriend. 

I was sitting still, frozen, and read the message over and over again. hoping that he had made a mistake and wanted to write it to someone else. but no. it was meant for me. 

omg! all the scenes that passed by in my head. should I just pretend that he never had written that. but no, i couldn´t. I can´t lie to my man. It´s not the first time this happen. With my ex boyfriend it happened, more than once actually. that his friends confessed that they had a crush on me. why is that? why do they do that? is it really a crush, or just a fling, or just because I always become close friend with my man´s friends? but just as friends. nothing else.  but it´s still not right of them to tell me. or is it? fuck. not again. not you. not now. please?

silence. 

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ok. i decided to reply in a funny way. when he told me. 

anna go with him. 

Fantastic! he just had been writing down the lyrics of the song.