wake up call

my past year has been full of wake up calls. of life. of me. who I am, and why I am acting and behaving in certain ways. 

I´ve been very self-critical. Which has been both good and bad. Bad because it made me realize my mistakes and cons. Good because it made me realize my pros and how I can use them to become a better person - to myself. 

In some ways it´s been a year of hell. I´m happy that I´ve been going through it all though. Before I was too spoiled. Didn´t at all realize the value of money. I just spent them. It´s only when you have none to spend, when you realize the importance of them. Isn´t that funny? 

Well I got my wake-up call on time. I still have time to change my life. To a better one.