what´s up and what´s down?

I don´t know anymore. I´m soooo tired and I wake up several time during the night. please let me just sleeeeep. 

Im running late for school, again! great! 

I can´t wait for my life to get back to normal. right now Im way too confused, and I don´t like it. 

I want my real life back. now, please???